GrimPony

couldnt/wouldnt go to college this morning, i dont know what it is.... i just... cant i cant do anything... i... i dont know my mum keeps telling me that i need to get out and do things and if... 'if' i get a job then i  have to try hard at college because 'the things we want in life are never easy' but... i dont want that; i cant have that how am i supposed to get a job if i cant function around people i just cant see anything in my future; i keep getting told that im smart and have a lot of 'potential' but its NOT APPLICABLE when i cant function... and its not even true; i cant do anything that anyone else can do better but i cant br

sylvari character creation is awesome (i purposely ignored the BWEs after sylvari/asura were added as i wanted to play them on release), they glow and have some awesome 'hair' options, including a mushroom <3 mushroom head (though alot of leaves shaped to look like hair... its a living plant, why make it look normal?), asuras was disapointing... only liked one hairstyle, and i dont want two characters with the same hair so... only one asura =[ as with the beta weekends im very disappointed with the story side of character creation... i wanted to create a corrupted sylvari necromancer (looks awesome ^^) but the story choices are all one si

just had a look through some of my older submissions... was kinda interesting... not as bad as i thought i was (still far from good though - i also make a hell of a lot of typos), but the comments were more interesting... at the time i (think) i took them in good humour... i wouldnt now though... id get absurdly pissed off (but as always quell it), it made me realise; that its like that with everything.... maybe something is wrong with me oh... also thought my portable hard drive had been wiped from a USB power surge... panicked for half an hour until my computer finally realised it could read it